So here's the deal. God and I have been chatting this week, and I'm not sure I like what I'm hearing.
Just last week I was thinking vaguely about something I had felt called to do before, but kept saying, "I am not ready yet. When the time comes."
Then I get a message this week that the time might have come. Then another one - The same day. Then another one today.
The only problem is that the whole week I've been praying to GOD to tell me I don't have to do this; that letting me do this would be a big mistake.
He's not really listening to me I don't think, because so far he hasn't let me off the hook yet.
Apparently he has some idea about my reasons being meaningless if He is with me, and how the weaknesses I see are only opportunities for His strength. (I think I read that in a book somewhere.)